Right now
Flashing through
Time & space
Floating on an
Existence of sadness
Grief forces the
Images of life
Through my eyes
Understanding seems
To escape to the
Recesses of my mind
Pushing me constantly
To devour all
That touches my
Gentle nature
Drowning in
Uncertainty
Making life seem
Much harder
Than would be normal
Protection from love
Eludes my every turn
Fleeing from my
Presence
Making me feel
Bone cold & rejected
Long time for
Stories to formulate
Advocacy is
Non-existent
Imagination in
This physical plane
Runs rampant
With indecisiveness
Maniacal laughter
Poking fun at
All I cease to be
Trying incessantly
To become
Queen
But strength is not
My companion
It hides
Locked away
In the corners of my brain
Coming out only
When threatened
Only to return
Again to the
Same place
Regaining its
Same fate
~Penned By: Creator RaShiDa AliYa~EL